I feel as though you don’t want me, I keep kicking myself…
It’s one thing when I feel like the guy is interested in me back. That’s exciting. Then if by chance I am awkward, I would feel like he would find that a little more endearing and adorable.
But when I’m pretty sure the guy isn’t interested - it really wears on me. I guess I just have to try and analyze everything, it’s not fun. My skin is an absurd wreck, and now I have to relate to “Maybe I’m Just Tired” and “I’m Kicking Myself” by As Tall As Lions. Also assuming the guy isn’t interested MAKES me awkward. And the creepy, unattractive kind. Not the adorable kind. This kind of really sucks. I’m better than this.
I wish that I could hibernate.
